Taken away

You took away her smile,
she said nothing.
You took away her sparkle,
She didn't care.
You took away her hope,
She said she didn't need it.
You took away her friends,
She stayed alone.
You broke down her self-esteem,
She didn't let it show.
You snatched the life out of her eyes,
She carried on.
But when you took away the one thing she loved,
She killed herself.

Hurt someone

So what are you going to say at my funeral now that you killed me?
Here lies the body of the love of my life whose heart I broke
Without a gun to my head
Here lies the mother of my children, both living and dead
Rest in peace my true love who I took for granted
The one who because of me sleep evaded
Her shroud is loneliness
Her god was listening
Her heaven will be a love without betrayal
Ashes to ashes
Dust to side chicks
- Beyonce

What does bullying make you feel? Powerful? Does it make you feel better about yourself?

Surely you won't like it when others bully you, when they make you feel bad about yourself? Does picking on the weaker make you feel stronger? If it does then you should be ashamed of yourself.

You should realize it how much it affects the other person, maybe you'll realize it when it is too late or maybe you won't. It takes you two second and one word to call a girl fat, but she will remember it for a lifetime, she will remember it every time she eats something and she will starve herself because of that one word.
Never judge a book by it's cover. You may call someone 'Depressed' but you might not know the real reason why they are.

Never comment on body, face or state. You don't know the person. You only know a side of them that they are willing to show to you.

Trust is like a mirror, when broken can be fixed but you can still see the cracks in the reflection and see tiny parts missing.When someone trusts you never take it for granted because if you do, they might never trust anyone again.

What makes a person a freak? Their looks? Choices? Language? Sexuality? Height? Size? No one is the perfect colour, shape, size. You are free to like anyone you want. It is what make you human.

Do not hurt someone willingly. 

These feelings

You were my escape for a while,
Until you became much more than that in my mind.
I call you my best friend to avoid these feelings,
But now I don't think that title will suffice.
I can't stop thinking about you,
About your actions,
About your smile,
About your eyes,
What are you doing to me?
I hate it but I can't help loving it.
What are these feelings?

I can't talk to anyone about it,
Yet it seems like I can't stop talking about you.
I just want to know how will it feel to have my hand intertwined with yours,
How is it going to feel with my lips against yours.

I'm surrounded by your cloud of magic,
That seems to pull me in deeper every second of the day.
I can't help it,
I don't want to stop it.
When am I going to be able to conquer these feelings?
We have solved every conflict between us,
Why stop there and why not conquer these feelings together?
What is happening to me?
What are these feelings?


Author's Note:
A special shout out to my dear and close friend chandlerbing001. I call him Jare ;) Please go read his blog. He writes the best stories. Read his blog, share his blog and comment on his blog.
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I Was That Girl

I saw her walk in the rain,

she was drenched and her hand would bleed her to death.

I saw her collapse on the floor, 

she reached out,

tried to make it to the door.

She gave up,

screamed she couldn't do it anymore,

I saw the once strong girl give up.

I cried out,

I reached out to help her,

She looked so tranquil laying in the rain,

all worries and pain gone.

Anyone else could have mistaken her for being asleep in the rain,

If her chest wasn't still and her hand wasn't bleeding.

 I knew she was in pain,

I wanted to do whatever I could to stop it.

I reached out to hold her hand,

But my hand went right through.

That is when I realized: I was that girl,

And I was already dead.

Fate, I Hate You - Chapter 3

"Yes Alan, of course I'll go with you to the dance!" Prosperity said while fluttering her eyelashes.
"Oh no. I'm not talking about you Bully Hellsflame. I wouldn't ask you out on a date even if my life depends on it." Alan shouted back leaving everyone speechless, shocked and in Prosperity's case flustered.
"Okay! So as I was saying before I got rudely interrupted by someone. The special person is none other than Delina Cortez!" After Alan said it, he waited for a dramatic pause. Gasps echoed throughout the hall and everyone's eyes settled on Delina.

Alan grabbed everyone's attention back by getting down on his knees and asking, " Delina Hope Cortez, will you go to the Back-to-School Dance with me?"
Upon hearing Delina's name, Prosperity and her minions ( mainly Lauren, Jessica and Gabriella) burst out laughing while pointing towards Delina. Alan ignored them and looked towards Delina with hopeful eyes but Delina just looked abashed and ran out of the cafeteria with tears streaming down her face causing Prosperity and her minions to laugh even harder.

Carrie felt herself fume up. She got up from her seat, marched towards Alan, pulled him by his ear to level with her 5 ft 2 inches height and hissed into his ear,"Iglehart, you are going to regret being born."

Carrie let go of Alan's ear harshly and ran towards the way Delina ran. Carrie had a hunch about where Delina was. She quickly made her way towards the Girls' restroom that was near the Study Hall. She opened the door to the sound of sobbing. Carrie ran towards the last stall and knocked.
"Can you please open the door, Del?" Carrie asked softly not wanting to upset Delina any further.

Fate, I Hate You - Part 2

On to Alan, he was a man of looks. He had Ebony hair. Alan stood from the crowd at a height of 6 ft 2 inches. His full, pink, plush lips were always filled out in his signature smirk.
His eyes were a Blackish-Grey.
To compliment his lips and eyes, he had a sharp jawline.

A few days later, Delina found herself walking to cafeteria while thinking over what had happens over the course of the last three days : Alan had shamelessly tried talking to her, grab her attention and Delina had reverted back to her old shy self. Delina knew she had called trouble for herself when she had confronted Alan and he -BAM.

Delina had just walked into a wall. She blinked her eyes and looked on to the wall. The wall had a poster of the Back-to-School Dance. Delina sighed to herself, she probably wouldn't even attend the dance and she didn't even have a date..

"Watch your step, Cortez. Wouldn't want you ruining your pretty face right before the dance, would ya? Got a date yet?" The words flew out of Alan's mouth as if they had been friends since ages.

"Shut it, Iglehart! And no, I don't have a date, I'm not even gonna go." Delina growled.

Alan just chuckled and walked towards the cafeteria. Delina just shook her head and entered the cafeteria. Taking her normal lunch she plopped herself down in front of Carrie.

Carrie and Delina chewed their food in silence until the silence was interrupted by a sudden silence drifting through the cafeteria. Then the sound of a spoon clanging against a glass echoed through the hall. Del and Carr turned around only only to be surprised to see Alan standing on top of his table.

"Ahem Ahem," Alan cleared his throat and continued, "May I have everyone's attention please!" Alan bellowed out to the entire crowd. He looked nervous.

Carrie looked towards Delina but Delina just flushed tomato red and didn't say anything.

"I would like to ask a special someone to the dance-" Alan started but was cut off by the school bully, Prosperity Hellsflame...

Something for you

Lately it seems like you are the only reason why I cry,
I have never been the type of girl who would cry a lot,
I was always there to keep your eyes dry,
They say everything is worth of a shot,
So here it goes.

Wasn't I always there to wipe your tears when they fell,
Wasn't I always there to help you when you fell?
Where are you when my tears fall,
Where are you when I fall?
I feel like I don't belong in your 'squad' anymore,
I feel like you don't want me there anymore.

Here is a little something for you,
I'm not going to hold you back,
I'm still going to be there for you.
I'm still going to be there when you need a friend,
I'm still going to be there when you cry,
I'm still going to be there.

Things are looking down for me,
So bad that I had to seek comfort in others,
I know you are going forget about me,
I know you will find someone to replace me or you already have.

From my side,
This is a little something for you.